Ascension to Heaven

Angel's final words for Strawberry:

"I have changed, i know. I lost my confidence and you don't feel secured. I have became weak. I've always made u worried about me and giving u so much troubles, I am really sorry. I didn't mean it. I know I'm not perfectly well but did you know i have given up so much just so i could make you happy and less worried, and also for everyone else the way you would want me to. I stopped driving really fast not because you told me to. But because I want to drive safe, avoid accidents and take you out. By driving safe, I can give you a ride with comfort yet enjoyable. At first, I was stubborn to heal myself, my health. But you were the reason I went so far just to get myself well. I want to live longer. If the treatments can extend my life one day longer, I will still go for it because that would mean I can see your smile one more day. Even now, I'm still taking really careful of myself. I've started to control my food diet, control my sports, smoked and drink alcohol less. There was a time when you wouldn't allow me to play my favorite sport. Regardless who or what can't change my mind of playing except for you. It was the first time I have cried. I cried not because you won't let me play but because i couldn't enjoy the sport the way i want it, I wasn't fit enough to play. I don't know if you have noticed, but I'm also working really hard at office like never before. But, even if you do not have someone else, I would've still left you. For I know, how I am now, I couldn't make you happy. Give me sometime, I definitely will come back to you stronger, plus I told you before,

"I cannot give you the world, but I will make your world happier ".

Even without being anyone special to you I will and can do it. I will be the person you want me to be, which is, my true self. Believe me one last time"